i like today! thanks to you. =)

i will update in brief. cos everyone's watching. =p


(don't worry girls, i'll tell more the next time we meet ok?)




i was treated to Swensens, our favourite dining spot.

we also shared ice-cream. tu lah tamak sangat kan, nak makan sorang tapi order yang besar punye.


and we had a heart-to-heart talk while walking from CP to the bus stop near my house.


so that's about it.






last night, i couldn't sleep. then as i was listening to a song over the radio, this piece came to mind. you know what, writing helps me to de-stress. somehow. i don't write for fun. it's not easy, mind you. you need to put your heart and soul into it. (ya right)




hmm.. after reading i realized it was a bit too emo. sorry, can't help it. plus, the songs they aired on MuzikFM were oh-so-jiwang. guess i got carried away. ahah.






Dia hadir tanpa kupinta

Menyelinap ke dalam kamar hidupku

Menemani kesunyianku

Mengubati kepedihanku.




Mulanya hanya sekadar teman.

Sehinggalah dia menyatakan isi hatinya.




aku diam membisu,

tercari-cari jawapan yang satu.

Adakah dia yang ku cari selama ini?

Adakah dia yang kunanti hingga saat ini?




Entah mengapa diri ini menolak cintanya.

Bukan aku tidak sudi akan cintanya,

Bukan aku ego menerima cintanya.

Mungkin aku tidak mahu menipu diriku,

Kerana aku lebih tahu isi hatiku.




percuma sahaja aku memberi penjelasan,

Kerana dirinya tidak mungkin mengerti.

Tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal dia pergi,

Meninggalkan aku seorang diri.




Seandainya dirinya telah aku lukai,

Hanya perkataan maaf yang dapat ku beri.




Kini,

Hanya satu ku mohon darinya,

Agar dia dapat kembali kepadaku,

sebagai teman,

seorang insan yang ku perlu.







so, if next time around you see me writing again, please give me some words of encouragement. i really need them. no kidding. =)